Gifts from the Attic

Imagine that I’m up in the attic of this old, wood frame house of mine. Dust sparkles in the light filtering through the shutters and I’m going through the contents of an old foot locker that I haven’t opened in years. I pull out a manila file folder and open it to find pieces I wrote over a decade ago.

I don’t know what led me to this discovery. But later, when I asked myself what it was all about, an inner knowing came to me. It was so I could share two of the pieces with you. Consider them little gifts of thanks to you, just because.

The first one is called “Grace in Rocky Places.” It goes like this:

Few places are totally barren or wholly devoid of hope. Life pushes itself through the smallest cracks, takes root in the most unlikely places.

Eventually, the longest winter gives way to spring. The darkness gives way to light.

Be at peace.

You, who are not made of rock, are filled with more possibilities than you know and have eternity in which to fulfill them.

Keep faith alive in your heart; hold fast to your aspirations. Regardless of appearances or circumstances, life will make a way.

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And the second one is “A Blessing for Your Journey.”

May your pathway open into sunlight and stepping stones show you the way.

May the waters be placid around you, the breezes mild and the weather fair.

May each step you take enlarge you, expanding your vision, your courage and faith.

May you dare the unknown with confidence and find loveliness wherever you go.

May your heart speak thanks for every grace offered, and your hands reach out in kindness to all you meet along the way.

May you hear the Great Yes whispering all around you and breathe in rhythm with its song, knowing that it sings for you, and of you, for you are one of its own.

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It’s good to rummage around in your attic every now and then. I’ll be wishing you a week of interesting discoveries.

Warmly,
Susan

Image by Peter H from Pixabay

Chance Meeting

Three young ferns rise from the middle
of a patch of grass I planted this spring.
Not wanting them to spread, I go to pull them.
But there, a toad is nestled in the grass
taking the curly fronds as shelter from
predators and rain, looking up at me
through his gold-lidded eye, a toad smile
spread across his face. I greet him.
He lets me take his picture, pet his back.
I left the ferns. I’ll pull them on another day.

At Hidden Lake in Early Summer

There’s no real access to this lake,
just a small patch of dust in the brush
off the shoulder of a two-lane road.
One year, on New Year’s Eve,
serendipity led me here to see
how the sun set precisely into
the center of that grove of trees
on the opposite side of the lake.
Every year since, I’ve come
to watch it bid the year farewell.
Behind the trees, double train tracks
run from East Palestine, Ohio.
I walked them one frozen afternoon
last February when the derailment
halted traffic for a day. It was,
I figured, my only chance.
Now, as the fresh summer sun
dances among the lily pads
and licks my arms’ bare skin, I breathe
the warm, moist air and remember
how the year began here and recall
the sharp smells and the cold.

The Berry Watchers

Almost every day now I go check on the berries.
They ripen quickly, and it’s always a race with
the berry-loving birds. Today, I wasn’t the only one
taking their measure. A little spider, its body round
as the ripening berries and blending nicely
with their coloring, sat on one of their leaves.
“You, too!” I say to him as a kind of greeting.
We berry-watchers form an instant bond.
“Yep,” he says. “Getting closer.”
“Any day now,” I agree. We’ll keep a keen eye.
“Maybe I’ll see you tomorrow,” I say.
“Yep,” he answers.
“Good luck,” I say as I turn away.
“Yep,” he says. “You, too.”

Summer

Then, all at once, here it is. Summer,
come to put things through their paces
– us among them – to lure us forward
and if need be, to push us with a shout
of her one constant word: “Become.”
Look, she says, you’re a seed. Get it?
Everything you need to do what comes next
is already a part of you. And all you have to do
is get out of the way and let it take you exactly
where you need to be in order to be exactly
who you are. “Become,” she laughs.
That’s her work, and that’s her song.

Spring’s Last Day

I sit on the porch on this mild afternoon
with the birdsong floating on the breeze
through the slightly moist air, the sky adrift
with soft clouds. A yellow swallowtail
pirouettes through the branches of the spruce.
I have but one thought: This is Spring’s last day.
And look how softly she says farewell
as she drifts away, leaving a world of green
where none was when she came.
The woodlands bow their rustling leaves
to her as she passes by. Beyond the meadow,
strewn now with daisies, the creek sings.
I think this hymn is an anthem of thanks,
and of joy, and my heart joins in the song.

The Sky-Song of the Last Iris

Everything is possible. The rain-dreams of trees,
for example, can summon rain on a late spring day.
The wishes of butterflies open the petals of flowers.
Send a loving thought anywhere; it will find its way.
Dream of peace, and you will feel it unfold,
spacious and free, in your very own heart.
Today I heard the sky song of the year’s last iris.
Ask anything of the dawn. Everything is possible.

Waking the Joe Pye Weed

“Just one last thing,” says spring, packing to go.
She floats over to the Joe Pye Weed, already
over three feet tall, and sweeps a breeze
across the tops of them, ever so gently.
“Wake up, darlings,” she sings to them,
“It’s time.” And the tips of them dance
as if they suddenly sensed that they’re alive.

Other Worlds to Sing In

This is one of those little hometown stories you don’t hear much any more. It’s about my neighbor’s son-in-law, Shawn.

Shawn worked as a meat cutter at the big chain grocery store up the road a couple miles. He’d always nod and smile when he saw me. But ahead of his job, the passion of his life was his membership in the township’s Volunteer Fire Department.

Last winter, Shawn took ill and was diagnosed with one of those “turbo-cancers” that have sprung up in the past couple years. They develop quickly and affect different areas of the body simultaneously or in rapid succession.

Shawn fought it valiantly. But last Tuesday the doctors said there was no more they could do and sent him home to die surrounded by his family.

The family set up a bed for him in the living room where he could look out the front door at the neighborhood. There was something special coming, they told him, they wanted him to see.

A few hours later, as a light rain fell from a pale sky, the sound of a fire truck’s siren ripped through the air, followed by another, and another, and another. Trucks had come from departments all around the county. One even came from E. Palestine, Ohio. Shawn hadn’t been able to fight the fire the night of the derailment last winter, but his wife went, fighting along with the rest of the department.

The bond among fire-fighters is strong. They came this night to tell Shawn they loved and respected him, to honor his years of service. The red and white lights of their trucks glistened in the rain as they drove in a slow parade all around his block, sirens wailing.

Shawn watched from his bed, smiling. Two days later, he was gone.

My heart goes out to the family. They’ve been through the wringer the past couple years. But it never got them down.

I was thinking about Shawn and his family yesterday when I came across a short story called “The Black Telephone.” It’s a beautiful little story and worth a read. In one part of it, the story-teller’s pet canary dies. He’s just a little kid at the time and the death confuses him. He goes to a wise older friend. Here’s the excerpt from the story:

 I asked her, “Why is it that birds should sing so beautifully and bring joy to all families, only to end up as a heap of feathers on the bottom of a cage?”
She must have sensed my deep concern, for she said quietly, “Wayne, always remember that there are other worlds to sing in.”
Somehow I felt better.

I felt better, too. For a minute, I imagined a grinning Shawn giving rides to smiling children and puppies in a big shiny fire truck up in some corner of heaven.

You know, it can be a tough world. There’s a lot of pain and sorrow here. Remember to be kind. And when you lose someone dear, take comfort in remembering that there are other worlds to sing in.

Warmly,
Susan

Bird Image by Steven Iodice from Pixabay
Firetruck photos by Bob Spann

White Flowers

Sometimes it amazes me that I get to see this.
That there’s a this to see, and not just any this,
but this this. And every time it happens it’s new,
even if I’m in the same place as the last time
and that was just a minute ago.
I get to see this.
It’s the middle of June and the leaves of the trees
are green and full and deep. From this particular one,
delicate blossoms cascade, simple and sweet,
and the romantic in me sees them as wedding flowers.
June, croon, honeymoon. I think that’s how it goes.
But here, as I wake from my dream, white flowers cascade.
And I get to see them.