I stand in the deep vegetation at the creek’s edge stunned by the countless shades of green and by the tangled lushness of it all. A mere six weeks ago, I was hunting for the first wild flower, hoping one had poked up through the still brown and matted grass. And look now, what the spring has wrought in what feels like a blink of my awestruck eyes. God, I love May! How could You write Your Yes more clearly? How could one see this and doubt Your being!
Every time I wrote the date today I thought of you and felt a smile spread across my face, warm as honey. Just think, it was over a century ago, probably on a day as lovely as this one, that you were born, gracing the world with a loveliness all your own. I miss you. But oh, how I carry you in my heart! How I feel your arms surrounding me! How I know, more deeply with every passing day, how magnificent you were! And how indebted and grateful I am for all the gifts you so generously gave, to me, and to all whose lives your courage and gentleness touched. Happy Birthday, Marion May. I love you.
Listening to her heart, the rhododendron was at ease, even though the work was complex and new. She trusted, not as one trusts a mere belief, but as one trusts from experience, that the next step would make itself known.
Sometimes she had to stretch herself, to reach higher and farther than she thought she could. Often she couldn’t see how things would turn out. But it was the challenges that made the work fun.
Just days ago, after all, she was a green bud. And now, here she was, her petals pink and broad, glistening in the morning sun.
Had you asked her, she would not have been able to tell you how a bud transforms into a flower. She didn’t even know then that a flower was what she would become.
She only knew that life’s patterns were drawn in wisdom and love and that her task was to listen for the harmonies and to let them guide her. And so she worked with a sense of spacious ease, centered and content, and filled with quiet joy.
Wild roses tumble from tree limbs now and cascade on their vines down the hills, their white petals accenting the lush foliage that has overtaken the world. “Summer,” they breathe, although its official start is still a month away. I inhale the warmth of the green air, watch the sunlight play on the roses’ petals, and smile, feeling the slide of the seasons.
I come inside after gazing at the newly opened iris, the season’s first, just in time to catch a conversation floating from the laptop on my kitchen table. “Happiness,” Mo is saying, “isn’t about getting what you want.” He pauses slightly and smiles. “It’s about loving what you have.” (How could we not!) Quietly, words from a card pinned above my desk flow through my mind: “Look around you. Appreciate what you have. Nothing will be the same in a year.” I look around, my eyes brushing everything with thanks so deep it nearly spills right over the brim.
When I wake to a fresh blue sky and the morning is dazzled with emerald leaves dancing on a cool breeze that carries the scent of white lilacs and the songs of countless birds, joy floods my being, and I know that all the highest promises are true and all the coming hours are blessed, whatever they may hold.
They stand for nothing, not for a price or a system, nor for any particular position, or concept or creed. They obey only the law of their being: Flower freely. And so they show their colors, and feed the ants and bees, and decorate the roadsides, and dance in the morning breeze, asking nothing, simply being, and singing their songs. And when the stars rise and twinkle above them, they dream sweet dreams, and their hearts are filled with joy.
Look what she’s done now! As if the crocuses and tulips, the daffodils, violets and speedwell weren’t enough, as if we weren’t already joy-struck with the magnolias and the blossoming of apple trees, cherry and pear, now May spreads the field with red poppies and wild phlox. She dresses every day with new garlands from her basket, laughing her love songs, whispering Happy Birthday to the earth. Such limitless generosity! And all we can do is marvel and be glad.
Imagine the thrill of learning that you get to do the very last dance. “Leave them laughing,” the teacher said. “Let them be filled with gaiety whenever the thought of a tulip crosses their minds.”
And donning her white ruffled petticoat and a swirling cape of clear red, the season’s last tulip did just that.
There’s something to be said for humility. Take the little white violets, for instance. They don’t shout. They don’t mind that they’re not as tall as the grass, or as bright as the dandelions, or purple, like their cousins. They don’t worry whether anyone notices them or not, whether the sun shines or the rain falls. They simply open their sweet little petals, perfume the air, and say to each other, “Isn’t it a lovely day!”