Category: Sunday Letters

I found it. The article I mentioned last week was exactly where I thought it was, so I retrieved it easily. I had the name wrong. It was originally “Four Simple Phrases that Change Everything.” I told you last week that I thought it was “Four Magic Phrases . . .”

What I once thought simple has turned out to be so multifaceted and multi-layered that I can only think of it as magical, in the most wondrous, childlike sense of the word. I keep slipping, I’ve noticed, into this trance of awe where everything surprises me with its intricacy and perfection. It’s beyond comprehension. But there it is: everywhere.

Take, for instance, synchronicities. I don’t notice them often, but when I do they are usually quite fun, and interesting. The night before I dug out my old drive to retrieve the article, I was surfing from channel to channel and happened to land on one where the fellah speaking was a philosopher and he just happened to mention the Hawaiian practice of Ho’oponopono–the very one to which I referred in my introduction of my article. Then he shared the four phrases around which my article was centered. And he said them in the same order I do, although you can choose any order you like.

I’m sorry.
Please Forgive me.
Thank you.
I love you.

I thought that was cool, a kind of nod from the universe that I was on the right track. It’s not like you run into a practitioner of this offshoot of traditional Ho’oponopono very often. It doesn’t generally come up in everyday conversation.

The second synchonicity about the article happened when I opened it. I noticed the date of its original publication: July 25, 2015. How about that! Exactly six years from today.

I considered reprinting the original article as-is, but after working with the four phrases for over half a decade now, there’s more I want to say than what this original article said. I don’t mean to tease you by saying, “Not yet.” I’m telling you good things are in store.

So . . . synchronicities slide me into trances of awe. You can go down quite a deep and twisty rabbit hole thinking about them, for sure! So I just smile at them, consider them a wink from the universe, and carry on.

Another thing that nudges me into the awe-pool is a greeting from my hawk. (I don’t mean “my” in a possessive sense. It’s just a shorthand for “my friend the hawk.”) He called to me twice this week, and when I called back, he flew to the open space above my head and circled there while we called to each other. We have quite a history, we two. Those were magical moments for me.

I ran across a list of positive emotions the other day. Awe is one of them, and definitely one of my favorites. But the top-of-the-list one for me is contentment.

I’ll wish you some of that. Especially as we come to the end of this week’s ramblings.

Have some serenity. Be at peace. Just for a moment, bathe in contentment.

Ahhhhh.

Much warmth,
Susan

Just short of two weeks ago, I stumbled into an invisible revolving door and ended up in a different world. This has happened to me before, and probably to you, too. A ways back down the road, when I first recognized this phenomenon, I named it “the revolving door experience.”

Here’s what happens. You’re lah-dee-dah-ing in your ordinary way at your ordinary pace when all of a sudden some event swoops into your reality and pushes you into this invisible revolving door. You spin around, and then suddenly land on the other side in a whole different version of the world. Everything looks the same pretty much. All the people and your relationships are the same. The story line seems a continuation of the one that was playing out before. But somehow, absolutely everything has changed.

If you’ve been there, you’ll know what I’m describing.

Anyway, I did the spin a few days ago, waking up in the local hospital’s ER. Not to worry; it’s all under control. But the spin had me pretty dizzy for a while. I felt like I was in a warping time tunnel. I speculated that we are all experiencing some significant shift in the force. It feels like a wave rippling through the planet’s energy field, leaping a slight rift in the timeline. I first noticed it at the beginning of spring. It’s as if someone struck a huge bell or a gong and the ripples of its sound have just begun to reach our ears.

While I was working at acclimating to this alternate new reality, I jotted down some random thoughts. I’ll share them with you, just for fun, and because, well, that’s why we’re here together. Right?

It all comes down to this. All you have is Now.

But Now holds everything. It’s the stage for the dance, the blank page on which the story floats, the nothing from which everything rises. And here we are, conscious and self-aware, smack dab in the middle of it.

We really don’t know much of anything. Pretty much, everything we take as true is little more than supposition, some more solid-seeming, some fantastical. You have to have a story; it’s what defines things and lets you navigate through this place.

So we weave these stories we live in, right? We gather the material for them as we go along, borrowing from everyone, making discoveries, adopting traditions, falling prey to the mind-shaping of the current official narrative, maybe breaking free.

The thing is, everybody’s story is different from everybody else’s. I call the view from in here, in the center of it, where the phenomenon I call ‘me’ is, I call that view my Reality Bubble. I live in my Reality Bubble; you live in yours. Some people’s bubbles have lots of places that harmonize nicely with other peoples’ bubbles. Some people’s bubbles clash with others. But everybody’s bubble is their true, experiential reality just as much as your is. The key is to respect that.

Remember: We really don’t know much of anything for certain. Have some humility as you walk through the world. Confidence is one thing; arrogance is another,

Personally, I know this: I know that I believe in Truth, and in the pursuit of it as a sacred path. I know I believe in the reality–and supremacy–of Love, and of Goodness, and Beauty. I believe in hope, too. These days, hope is crucially important. Hope: the faith that things will work out, a way be found, a sweet light illuminate our paths. And I believe it pays to hone a fine sense of humor, too.

One of my favorite descriptors of an ideal attitude is the phrase “divine nonchalance.” It has that row-row-row your boat ease about it. Flow with the river, trusting it will take you exactly where you need to go to get what you need. “Trusting.” I have a card on the bulletin board above my desk with this acronym:

Totally

Relying

Upon

Spirit’s

Timing,

Inspiration,

Nurturing, and

Guidance.

Somebody whose blog I use to follow wrote that years ago. I’ve always liked it. Christopher Foster, I think. Thanks, Christopher.

It’s good to weave bits and pieces of inspiration and of joyful moments into your reality bubble, by the way. They can be refreshing and comforting places to take shelter when ill winds blow.

I’m orienting quite well to this new version of reality in which I find myself. Things seem to change at a rather speedy pace here. Choppy waters in this stretch of the river. But don’t you just love the adventure of it all?

And isn’t it beautiful, really, that here we are, touching each other like this, through all the changes?

Life is good.

Warmly,
Susan

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Today was my mother’s birthday, so I wrote a poem for her.

I called it . . .

Remembering Marion

The colorful birds and flowers and sky,

the leaves, the scents, the warmth, the breeze,

the memories that ride on them, going back

to the patch of lilies-of-the-valley that grew

at the side of Grandma’s house, between the house

and the little sidewalk that went to the garage, remember?

and the huge bouquets of lilacs that sat on my mother’s kitchen table

and how, if you closed your eyes, their scent could convince you

that you had arrived in heaven.

And today all of this, and more, because, in addition to it being May,

it is the anniversary of your birth a hundred and one years ago.

Imagine that.

And the remembering of you breathes from the birds’ bright feathers

and the hues that paint the tulips and phlox and from the scent

of the lilies-of-the-valley and the lilacs, and none of it as sweet

or precious as your gentle smile.

I wish for you a week touched by beauty and by beautiful memories.

Warmly,
Susan

It’s really up to you, you know. How you’ll look at it. What stories you’ll weave around it. Back in the old days, they put it this way: Your attitude determines your altitude.

It’s true. And as much as we’d all like to drop our lousy attitudes at somebody else’s feet, the fact is we ourselves are the ones who hold the reins that determine our own pace and direction.

It’s not always an easy trick to do. Like anything else that’s truly worthwhile, mastery comes with a price. It takes discipline. And practice.

I got my first lessons in this holding-the-reins business when I was a mere toddler. I had this beautiful little rocking chair in my bedroom that played music when you rocked. Whenever I was being especially cranky, my mother would point to my room and quietly command, “Go sit in your rocking chair and don’t come out until you can be happy like the rest of the family.”

That may have been the beginning of my Joy Warrior training, now that I think about it. Good thing. By the time I arrived at this stretch of the road, I needed a lifetime of training to keep the door open for joy.

At any rate, I remember sitting in that little rocker, pouting and grumpy, with tears on my cheeks, struggling to make my face smile. It wasn’t easy. I had to let go of a big wad of dark, prickly, sticky feelings in order to do it. I had to see that seeing my mother’s own smile would make letting go of the dark feelings worth the effort it took to do it

I’m still working on mastery, by the way. Maybe learning to let go of the darkness is the only lesson there is.

But I keep working at it, because it’s still true that the joy of the reward makes the effort worth it.

I thought about that last night as I sat on my porch gently rocking in my rocker, the spring breeze warm and fragrant against my face, the songbirds’ evening carol floating on the golden air. And I smiled.

Warmly,
Susan

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When my friend messaged me about the terrible fire, I just stared at her words in shock and disbelief. Less than a month ago I was standing right there, marveling over the beauty that she had constructed on this northern Michigan homestead of hers. Now she was telling me that it had all burned to the ground. The greenhouse, the chicken coop–a true palace of a place!–the tool shed with her perfectly arranged, decades-in-the-making collection of tools, the pole barn. Gone. She was thanking God that the house had escaped, and that she had saved the cats and chickens.

She would send photos, she said, when her internet was restored.

When they came, the pictures stunned me more than her words had. I stared at this pile of rubble, trying somehow to put it all back where it was, so vivid and bright, in my mind.

Then the note she sent with the photos registered, explaining that orange bird feeder in the picture’s center. She had just built it , she said, with some of the few materials and tools that had been in the house, escaping the fire.

“Of course she did,” I said to myself. “Of course she did.”

“I figure you have to start somewhere,” she said.

I thought she chose a pretty cool place to make her start. Do what you love. Do what brings you satisfaction. Start here, with whatever you got. And give it all you got.

Then paint it some bright color. Write it in big letters or images in your heart: My New Start. Let it note a moment of triumph.

We’re such resilient beings! We rise from horrendous traumas and trials, determined to go on, regardless. We learn that we can claim the moment and make of it whatever we will. Ask yourself what you want to do, then listen for the answer and go build a bird feeder.

That’s how you go about starting somewhere.

May you do it with humor and grace!

Warmly,
Susan

What if,
as you went through your day today,
every now and then a smile washed up on you,
for no reason at all.

At just the perfect times. In just the perfect ways.
Smiles, for no reason.

Would that not be an absolute hoot, my friend? Imagine!

That’s it. Today’s Sunday Letter.

Hugs,
Susan

Oh, and have fun
and be kind.

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“Every now and then you step into a moment so golden that it makes all the other ones worth it.” I wrote that way back on the trail somewhere. On the stretch of path we’ve been walking lately, golden moments can seem few and far between. But here’s a secret I discovered about them this week: They’re always here, hidden in plain sight. They’re like love notes written with an ink that you can only read when you see it from just the right angle.

You can be having the most ordinary day when, all of a sudden, everything around you, everything that’s happening right now, seems perfect, just as it is, and beautiful. That’s a golden moment. For me, they always come unexpectedly. But they have begun to come more often lately and to linger longer, I noticed one day both with surprise and gratitude.

The surprise of it was due to the fact that I spend a lot of my time in observation and research into certain movements in the time-space that are less than pleasant to see. But the surprise was met with an understanding that the golden moments I was experiencing now let me maintain my balance in the midst of the turmoil. They gave me stability and allowed me to embrace all that was going on with compassion and appreciation.

I wondered for a while about how this gift of golden moments came to be. It was, after all, perfect timing. Exactly what I needed now.

And one of the things I was delighted to find is that part of the reason I’m experiencing more golden moments now is because I trained for it. I smiled at that. I could take credit for some of it. Cool!

I practiced games like labeling my experiences “pleasant” or “unpleasant” as I went through the day. Or like teaching myself to ask “What’s good here?” when I noticed that I was feeling upset. Each night I write three statements to complete the phrase “I’m grateful for . . .” –even when some nights it’s hard to think of three things. I spend time looking at the world through the lens of my camera as I silently ask, “What’s good here? What’s interesting? What’s beautiful?” In the morning, I dedicate the day to rejoicing (re-joys-ing) and gladness, because the day itself is a gift of Perfect Love.

Those are Joy Warrior practices.. They require commitment and discipline. But they pay off in countless way. They bring amazing lessons and teachers, all custom-tailored just for you. They push away the barriers and let you see how you are part of a grand and mysterious universe–and that you can see that you are. As one of my mentors taught me, “I am in the universe; the universe is in me.”

The benefits of looking for, and savoring, the good extend farther than just yourself, by the way. Any time you notice something touching you because it’s so good, or beautiful, or true, you tip the scale of the whole universe. In actual, measurable fact, your vibes ripple out a fair distance from you. Joy is contagious. (Pass it on!) It’s a wonderfully powerful thing. It kills fear, for instance. Think about that! Imagine how freeing it would be to live without a shred of fear.

And all you have to do is ask for it: Show me the good stuff. Then, as you see it, give thanks.

I smile, thinking of you, over there on the other side of this screen, reading this. I smile more as I imagine you smiling back. How golden! How deeply, beautifully golden!

Wishing you waves and waves of good stuff.

Warmly,
Susan

“Good grief,” I said with a puff of disgust as the phrase came to me. “I suppose you can’t say ‘sissies’ any more.” Somebody out there will be saying that it proves you should be labeled as a despicable piece of work and moved to the cancel bin.

You have to be sensitive these days to what words you say and how you say them. Sensitive ears are listening and anxious.
 

Far be it from me to crack somebody else’s reality bubble. Yours is as valid to you as mine is to me after all. And I respect that. But I gotta say [Warning–Brief Rant Ahead] that all too many reality bubbles out there seem to have paper-thin walls. And not only that, but they seem well-prepared mightily to defend those walls against the smallest tear as well. It’s a touchy situation. Confrontational even, in some cases. You have to carry a censor with you everywhere you go. You have to be ready to bite your tongue, to dig around in your tact bag to see if there’s an acceptable way to say what you want to say. I miss the day when I could say whatever popped into my mind without a second thought. It’s a freedom lost. Another one.
 

Anyway, the phrase “Joy ain’t for sissies,” floated into my mind, as I was thinking about writing this letter. Heck, I thought to myself after doing a little survey of the lives I see around me, life itself ain’t for sissies. Life takes a fistful of stubborn courage these days if you’re paying any attention at all. Every last one of us is facing serious challenges.
 

You have to decide who you’ll be and stick with it, no matter how hard the winds of fate blow. That’s what makes you a warrior, by the way. It’s a discipline. The more you practice being who you choose to be, the better you get at it. And the better you get at it, the more challenging the next test of your dedication will be. That’s how we evolve.
 

Personally, I have chosen to serve in the Order of Joy Warriors. I have a friend who is a Focus Warrior. Her mission is to master the art of putting everything aside but her focused attention to the task at hand. And I must tell you, she creates amazing works. I know a Truth Warrior, too , and several Persistence Warriors.
 

Every warrior’s path has its own custom-tailored obstacles. And every path will push you to your limits and then invite you to push beyond them. All of them come with bruises and breaks and pain. And every last single one of them is so worth it that, in the long run, all the troubles completely lose their sting, and melt and flow away.

It doesn’t matter if you know what kind of warrior you are or not. Naming it is just one of the tools some of us use to keep ourselves on track. All you have to do is learn to listen to the true voice of your heart. Practice that. It’s a good way to stay sane.

Warmly,
Susan

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