Mantra at the Frozen Spillway

Lines
Forms
Textures
Colors
Rhythms
Patterns
Motion

(Softer now)
Lines
Forms
Textures
Colors
Rhythms
Patterns
Motion

(Shhhhh)
Lines
Forms
Textures
Colors
Rhythms
Patterns
Motion

(Shhhh)

Lessons from the Trees

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Every year, I forget how deeply the beauty of winter trees touches me. Instead, I only remember how unpleasant I find the cold. But here I stand, in freshly fallen snow, in the midst of all these trees, bereft of their leaves now, and I’m caught in a spell of awe. I realize I don’t mind that the air is cold. And somewhere inside myself I quietly say, “I’m sorry. Please forgive me.”

I say it to my spirit. “I’m sorry that I let what I labeled as discomfort eclipse the memory of the astonishing beauty of bare trees. And just look how the frost on this fallen leaf glistens in the morning’s pearly light!! “ Please forgive me,” I ask, “for overlooking such incredible gifts.”

Instantly, I feel a shower of bright, warm, unconditional acceptance wash around me. It tastes golden, like joy, and my face spreads in a smile. I am humbled by it, and I whisper, “Thank you; I love you.”

All this because of the forms of the trees, naked against the clouds, and the shimmer of light on this leaf. But beauty isn’t the only thing that evokes my appreciation. Sometimes encountering plain-spoken truth will do it. Sometimes it’s kindness in one of its myriad forms.

I happened to notice my copy of Letting Everything Become Your Teacher again yesterday. It’s been sitting on my coffee table for weeks, unopened. Seeing the title is often reminder enough. Everything brings the gift of fresh lessons.

For me, the lesson brought by February’s bare trees and frosted leaves is to be aware that not everything I label as unpleasant is so. In this case, I could see that cold was just a sensation. I could call it brisk or crisp as well as bitter or biting. Then, having reclassified it, I could let it go and see what else there was to see.

Remember the game I told you about where for five minutes you let yourself notice whether you‘re labeling things as either “pleasant” or “unpleasant?” (That’s all there is to it, in case you don’t recall it.) You just notice which way you’re judging things. Then you can turn the secret power-question on yourself, asking if your judgment about a particular aspect of yourself is true.

You know what you’ll find? You’ll find that it’s only a judgment, whether you currently agree with it or not. Realizing that’s the case is good because it opens you to options. It keeps you from overlooking things by slapping a judgment on them too soon. Things change. Our perception of things changes. The world truly is a kaleidoscopic place, you know. Try to see what’s in front of you with an open mind. Keep a good helping of openness handy. It will wake you up if you’ve fallen asleep. It will say “You think what?! Think again!”

You never know when what you thought was a barren February landscape was in fact a scene of stark beauty, alive and dancing. It could be. You never know.

Wishing you a week of newly renamed wonders,

Warmly,
Susan

Beyond the Seen

Beyond the seen, whole worlds dance,
formed and unformed, coming into being
and disappearing again.
Beyond these woods, butterflies,
the likes of which you’ve never dreamed,
flit through a rain forest’s branches.
Above the clouds, jeweled birds
fly across the lands and seas.

No one can count the variations
that the Great Song of the Yes brings forth.
It chants the sky and whispers the rainbows.
It laughs out stars and breathes out life.
And here, on this monochrome day,
it chimes in silver snowflakes
that melt on the lake like sighs
as fishes waltz beneath the frozen waters.
Right here, beyond the seen.

A Scrap of Pastel

It was hardly bigger than my hand,
a piece of sycamore bark on the bed
of fallen pine needles, just a bit of litter
strewn on the path. But it drew me
to look closer and I bent down to hear
its story, and there were many of them,
about unexpected animals and birds
the tree whose bark this was had known.
All this, on a mere scrap of pastel bark
waiting to be noticed, on this path
in the woods.

The Creature in the Mist

I think of the winter woods as a gallery
that features the art of its trees. On my desk
an index card is inked with words, hand-printed,
to remind me what to notice when I visit there:
lines form textures colors rhythm patterns motion.
They silently sing link a mantra as I wander
through the gallery’s arched wooden halls.


Today, a mild and damp mid-February day,
shrouded in mist, I felt called to visit.
As I walked on the leaf-strewn ground,
packed hard now by the winter, my eyes
focused on the details: the fallen needles
and cones strewn on an oak leaf carpet,
the barks of the trees, the depth of color
in the misty light, the images that the curves
evoked. I was quite intent on these,
yet fully aware of the thickness of the air
and the way it seemed to wrap everything,
including me, in dream-like mystery.

I drifted along in this mesmerized state
for some time before I turned toward home.
And that’s when I saw the shaggy horned
creature emerging from the mist, a giant
of a beast. We stared at each other,
assessing the situation. Then I bowed
in acknowledgment of it and greeting, and the air
between us grew clear and we became for each other
an old woman, hiking with a camera,
and the muddied roots of an old, fallen tree.

Saint Valentine’s Song

Here’s to all the lovers, who count
not the flaws, but see to the depths
of the heart of the beloved,
who treasure a glance, a wink,
a smile as the key to life’s meaning,
who give to the beloved as easily
as they breathe, who feel in each touch
of the lover’s hand a new sunrise,
who weather the days when love’s light wanes,
believing in its inevitable return.

Here’s to those who find love
on the street, in the face
of a child, in the kindness
of a stranger, who see love
in the eyes of the aged
and dying, who behold its light
in neighbors, in pets, in flowers
and trees, in roaring oceans
and starry skies, who celebrate
how it’s love that holds the world together.

Here’s to those wrapped
in the illusion of loneliness,
who believe they have missed
love’s smile, to those whose pain
or fear hides love’s presence,
whose wounded hearts wait
for love’s kiss. It will come,
dear ones; it will come.
It envelopes and upholds you now.

Here’s to the song of the universe,
that rises from Love’s heart,
that carries its tender strength
to each particle of being,
to every star, to every world,
endlessly and forever singing
Yes. Yes. Yes.

Teachers

Yesterday I saw geese in the sky, great V’s of them
heading north, mighty wings pushing their thick bodies
through the air, their boisterous honking calling me
to note their flight. Today I found them skating
on skim ice at the pond, silent, but playful,
still moving as if they were cells of a single body,
turning together, heading in a common direction,
connected by some innate sense of relatedness,
understanding harmony down to their bones.

Variations on the Mode of Seeing

As much as I admire the kind
of curiosity that wonders why
the skin of the pine differs so
from that of the birch, and what
it can tell us about its history
and evolution, and those minds,
too, that want to know what names
have been given to each species
and to the kingdoms to which
each belongs, it is my lot, it seems,
simply to see the way, say,
tiny seeds nestle here, just so,
amidst these wondrous slabs
of clay-red bark.

Splashdown

Such a ripping of the air!
Such a cacophony of sound!
All at once, from nowhere,
a flock of geese splashes down.
The waters leap up to meet
webbed feet. Wings flap
and fold. And before you can
even catch your startled breath,
they’re settled, and silent,
floating as if they’d been floating
for hours, as if their grand entrance
hadn’t awakened the entire woods.

Whispering to the Houseplants

In their corner, under the cool glow of their lights,
my little houseplants keep sprouting their leaves
and making seeds, as if they didn’t know
that the light was artificial. But I suspect they do.

They seem quieter somehow in their winter home
than when they’re basking on the summer sills,
their joy turned inward now, their songs reduced
to murmurs as they share their dreams.

“Soon,” I whisper to them as I water their soil,
“soon. The breezes will come, the birds return
to sing their morning songs, and the rain
will perfume the air. Until then, my dears,
we wait.“