Hope Fulfilled

All winter, as I endured the cold and dreary days,
the treacherous heaps of ice and snow, I told myself
that beneath that barren, frozen ground, flowers slept.
The mere thought of them pulled me through,
rekindling my desire for the tomorrows of spring.
It all seemed so far away, almost impossibly distant.
Did I imagine flowers slept there? No. I remembered
the feel of the moist earth as I placed the bulbs
in the little holes that I had dug for them, wishing
them sweet dreams and saying little prayers
for their well-being. And today, here they are,
their delicate beauty touching my soul, a promise
fulfilled. And my spirit rises on their fragrance,
singing with them, “Thank you! Thank you!”

A Song for Those Who Went Before

Remember, remember, they whisper,
that I, too, was a star, shining for my moments
in the world, beaming my light, singing
my song. Like you, I smiled and cried,
I loved and lost, I walked alone and
with sweet companions. I toiled
at my work, I savored my leisure.
I stood in awe of the mystery of it all.
I drank both of suffering and pleasure.
I gave it everything I could give.
And I would do it all again.
I walked before you. I walk with you still.
Forget me not, dear children.
Remember me kindly.
Remember.

Rowing Your Boat

I was at the park this week on one of the month’s rare sunny days and happened across two little girls playing at the edge of the creek. They were putting little pieces of driftwood on the water to watch it float downstream and giggling as they sang “Row, row, row your boat, gently down the stream . . . “

I hadn’t heard that little ditty in years and soon I was humming it as I walked along. “Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily; Life is but a dream.”

It got me thinking about one of the phrases I keep in my back pocket to get me through stressful times or to reassure myself when I’m taking on a challenge. I’ve shared it with you before. Maybe you remember: “How easy can I let this be?”

Now and then I repeat it to a friend of mine who unfailingly repeats it as “How easy can I make this?” I tell him it’s not “make this,” but “let this.” There’s a difference.

Maybe my friend, an engineer, thinks that making things easy means finding an efficient way to go about whatever needs to be done. But to me, that interpretation puts the onus on you to invent an efficient way. It becomes an added thing that you have to do. I’m all for efficiency. And I suppose if I were the engineering type, “making things easy” might sound like an engaging task. I might find it lifts my spirits to look at things that way, If that’s how it sounds to you, great!

But the point of asking yourself to let the challenge before you be easy means that you’re giving yourself permission to relax into it. You’re asking yourself how much you’re willing to allow yourself to be at ease. Things are only difficult or trying for us because we frame them that way, after all. Almost anything can be done with ease if we take it one small step at a time. What’s the old saying? “Inch by inch, anything’s a cinch.”

Giving yourself permission to step into a task gently and with ease is especially helpful when what you’re facing seems unpleasant, or even repulsive or painful. Allowing yourself to let go of the tension of resistance tunes you in to your capabilities. Asking “How easy can I let this be?” turns “I don’t want to” into “I can do this.”

What’s more, it lets you glide into action with a grace that can build momentum for you, and even make the task feel rewarding and satisfying, or if you’re really lucky, fun. There you are, just rowing your boat, one stroke of the oars after another. And sooner or later, you arrive where you wanted to be. The challenge that loomed so large is behind you, now nothing more than a memory, a dream.

Let me invite you to tuck the phrase in your pocket—“How easy can I let this be?”— and to pull it out the next time you find yourself resisting a challenge. Maybe attach the tune to “Row Your Boat” to it just to give it a bit of flavor. Give it a try. You never know.

Wishing you a week of merrily bubbling streams.

Warmly,
Susan

Song of the Daffodils

Despite the month’s cold and rain, the daffodils have opened.
They stand atop the hill along the roadside, greeting passersby.
To me, they look like angels, their white wings spread wide,
their bright trumpets sending songs of unbridled cheer.
“We’re alive! We’re alive! And you’re alive, too!
The sun is shining; the sky is blue. The happy birds sing
from high in the tree. It’s spring, dear ones. Be glad with me.”

Spring Beauties on Earth Day

Looking from my morning window,
I thought at first that it had snowed.
It’s recently been that cold.
Then all at once I realized that countless
spring beauties had opened overnight.
It’s been ten days since the first ones appeared,
a sparse handful sprinkled here and there.
Now there were thousands, come, no doubt,
to celebrate. Today is Earth Day after all.
Each one’s no bigger than a dime, you know.
But they fill your heart with tender joy,
no matter how mad the rest of the world.

Treasures in an Adobe Nest

Now and then, when you especially need them,
love gifts you with reminders of life’s tender Yes.
Take, for instance, my discovery today—a long one,
filled with necessary tasks after a night of slight sleep.
Just as the sun was about to set, an impulse sent me
outside to drink in the evening’s light and spring air,
and then whispered to me, “Look in the hedges.”

And there it was, a robin’s nest, magnificently crafted,
cradling four perfect eggs, blue as turquoise.
Imagine the instinctual skill required to find and carry
precisely right pieces of straw, making trip after trip,
and winding them round and round to form a perfect nest,
and then to transport bits of mud to build a protective bowl
strong enough to weather the winds and keep your babies
safe and warm as you flew in bits of food, trip after trip,
until the wee ones were big and brave enough to fly.

At the sight of it, all my complaints gave way to wonder
and to a wish that I, too, might perform my necessary tasks
with the grace and skill of a little mother robin.

Music for the Star Children

The Yes, whose merest spark of thought
creates worlds within spinning worlds,
whose living laughter flows endlessly
between and around and within them,
whose joy knows no bounds,
whose forces flow in our blood,
whose light sings in our souls—
that Yes—plays here, right in the midst of
this moment in Spring, and its star children
dance to the song.

The World as Art

Sometimes it all seems to be a beautiful painting, magically come alive.

Song on an Easter Morning

From a frozen earth where mere days ago
only decaying leaves fluttered in the wind,
the golden daffodil rises in bold celebration,
nature’s proof of life’s eternal return.
the promise fulfilled, the Great Yes
unfolding in glory, asking of us only this:
Believe.

Cause for Celebration

My neighbor and I were watching the cardinals and jays enjoying breakfast at The Flat Rock Cafe. That’s what I call the corner of the retaining wall where I sprinkle a thick layer of sunflower seeds for my bird pals every morning. I take out the seeds and sing, “Good Morning, little friends. Here’s your breakfast!” I repeat it three times. They know the song now and as soon as I’m half way back to the house, they come zooming in from all directions.

Now that spring has finally sprung, my chipmunk buddies have begun to return to the cafe, too. And today was one of those days. They stuffed their little cheeks for a while, and then, when more jays came, they raced away, chasing each other in circles in the yard. My old neighbor friend laughed at the sight of them. I told him they were celebrating the arrival of spring. “Aren’t we all!” he said, holding up his coffee cup to make a toast.

Winters here seem to take up half the year, so the arrival of spring is indeed a cause for celebration. Personally, I’ve vowed to treasure every single day of it, even the dreary, rainy ones.

I looked up the word “celebrate” in my thesaurus to see what it had to say. It’s a word that holds a lot of connotations in my mind and I wondered if the thesaurus would reflect some of them. Among the first tier of words that were similar, it listed “honor,” “observe,” “praise,” and “revere.”

I liked them; they captured it well. They highlighted the different aspects of celebration–not only the jubilation of it, but the quieter, deeper parts of it, too. For me, celebration is an act of joy, the act of taking time to observe and honor the richness a moment holds, to feel the meaning of it. Sometimes, when you do that, your heart fills with a joy so brilliant that it could only find voice in praise. Sometimes, if the moment is a somber one, you find yourself feeling a profound respect for all the vagaries of life, for the mystery of it, and your heart quiets and is wrapped in reverence.

Isn’t it interesting that a single word can capture such a range of emotion? And isn’t it something that we can feel that whole range as something special, to be noticed and experienced in its fullness?

I mean, there I was, sipping coffee with Bob, watching the critters, and all of a sudden the antics of the chipmunks, and Bob’s laughter, and the observation of springtime, and the honoring of it with a toast all mixed altogether with a recognition that this was a moment of true celebration.

It was just an ordinary moment. Looked at from just the right angle, ordinary moments are the best causes for celebration. They capture us just as we are, being our true selves, living our true lives. And whatever we’re being or doing is beautiful and sacred somehow.

Seeing the cause for celebration in an ordinary moment isn’t something that happens all the time. That’s probably a good thing. We’d get little done if we walked around astonished by the wonder of life all the time. But you can cultivate such moments. You can teach yourself to stop and ask if the present moment deserves your celebration. We get what we look for, after all. And moments of celebration are so plush that it’s worth the effort to see if you’re in the midst of one this very minute. Could be. You never know.

Wishing you bushels of heartfelt celebrations.

Warmly,
Susan