Gifts of Gold

From the edge of the pine woods wild forsythia beams,
its yellow so bright you can almost hear it sing. I smile
as the glad of it burrows into my mind, fetching up
the memory of a warm spring day when we rode down
country roads just for the joy of it, and you said how
you loved those bright yellow flowers that peppered
the roadside and yards. They’re forsythia, I told you,
and you laughed at the name, repeating it over and over.
I can still see your face, so carefree, as you sang it,
“Forsythia! Forsythia!” whenever one came into view.
And I send you my love, and imagine you’re beside me
as I walk, my heart full of gold, beneath the pines.

Unknown Roads

Every now and then, in the name of sanity,
I go for a drive, turn down unfamiliar roads
letting intuition guide me: Turn here!
The other day, to my complete astonishment,
I discovered a lake I had never seen before,
not five miles from my home where I’ve lived
for over thirty years for heaven’s sake.
I think I need to get out a little more.

Prayer with the News in the Background

clarity of mind
strength of heart
a faith-filled spirit

bestow these on your warriors, o Lord, that they may live in peace and joy.

(if you want to get rid of somebody now
you can just drop a drop of the toxin,
blame it on the CV, and skate. huh.)

and we get to be here, in this place,
on this timeline, to watch as it unfolds

it’s a nightmare and a terror show, tragic beyond telling,
side by side with miracles of beauty, goodness, truth.

and we who stand for love’s joyful peace
know who wins in the end. Thus we stand,
brave ragdolls laughing in the wind.

Revival

Today the sheep were outside the barn,
scraggly and in need of sheering.
Inside my car, I cheered. Always
I look for them, their appearance
a sure sign of Spring. But the pasture
was empty the last few times I passed.
Maybe it was the endless cold and rain.
Maybe the old man had sold them, given up.
That time, I suppose, will come. But not today.
Today the sheep are outside the barn,
gazing on spring’s green hill.

White Blossoms

If I could choose just one thing to take
with me to whatever world lies beyond,
say, as a memento or souvenir
of my visit to this place called Earth—
just one thing to represent it all,
to hold the essence of all my days—
would be impossible were the choice
left to logic. But give my heart reign
and it will go at once to a blue-sky day
in early spring when white blossoms
and robin’s song float on soft, warm air.

Spring Song

If you’re walking in the woods, spring barely whispers.
But down toward the creek her signs are everywhere.
In the damp places, skunk cabbage unfurls its green robes
and spring beauties smile up from fresh grass and
the wee grass flowers, too. Along the creek’s edge, coltsfoot,
and then in the clearing, a whole carpet of new green,
green leaves, and blades, and buds, and flowers.
And hear how the creek sings out spring’s name!
Hear how that joyful creek sings!


Into Each Life

It comes at you like some dark, giant bird,
stirring the clouds across the breadth
of the horizon, its power pushing ahead
of it, cold and smelling metallic.

It changes everything, leaves you
when it passes, in an altered world
drenched with choices bathed in new light.
Size them up. Pick one, laughing. Carry on.

The 10th of the Month Project – April Edition

I hadn’t been to the wetlands since December 31. That’s the date every year when I take a photo of sun setting directly behind the stand of trees on the west side of the lake. I’ve done it for three-four years. I like taking photos of the same place over time. I love to see the changing moods as the seasons roll by.

So it was March 10th and I found myself driving right past the wetlands’ little parking lot. I had a few extra minutes, so I pulled in and parked to get some quick photos. As I left, the idea came to me that I could take pictures on the 10th of each month to watch the changes.

To my surprise, when I noticed today’s date, April 10th, I remembered that stray little idea and went back to see how the wetlands looked today.

Here’s the result so far. Stay tuned. A May Edition could be rolling down the pike right now.

The Wetlands, March 10, 2022

Norman Rockwell Reflections

For some reason, I see the old guy down the road as someone Norman Rockwell would have painted, sitting there with his dog, talking to him.

You’re probably not old enough to remember finding a new issue of The Saturday Evening Post in your mailbox every week with a Rockwell illustration on its cover. But if you are, I bet you’re smiling right now as you think about it. Maybe you even have a Rockwell favorite or two. I do. But that’s a different story.

This story is how every now and then I’m lucky enough to see things through Norman Rockwell’s eyes. He saw things true. He didn’t try to pretty things up. He stayed away from the worst sides of things. For the most part, he just saw plain, ordinary people doing ordinary things. Some were touching, some funny, some heroic. And you could relate with them. And because Rockwell saw people through eyes of humor and love, you liked the part of you that related with his characters, you accepted your humanity with a little more lightness and grace.

What a gift, hey? To be able to draw people so truly that looking at them made you like yourself more?

What if we could do that for ourselves? What if we could look at the reflection in our bathroom mirrors with eyes of welcome and happiness and, oh, such deep appreciation—despite the flaws and faults and traces of sin. Appreciation means you see all that and it doesn’t matter or detract from the truth of you in any way. It means you’re seen and forgiven. I think that’s how Rockwell looked at people. His love and appreciation was so tender and deep that he found even the flaws endearing.

I suppose it’s asking a lot to be able to see all of that in the mirror. I don’t think that I could try it without laughing. But maybe laughter is exactly what I’d need. Maybe it would let me see that character in the mirror as somebody I knew, and forgave, and appreciated, and loved. I’ll try it. Only me and the face in the mirror will know.

Maybe I’ll be lucky enough to imagine that Norman Rockwell is standing behind me, smiling at me with his artist’s eyes. Maybe you could imagine that, too. Might be fun to try, hey? Maybe you’ll catch him winking at you. You never know.

Wishing you a week of brim-full appreciation, starting with that face in the mirror.

Warmly,
Susan